Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Lost

I get lost in your deep green eyes.
I'm lost when you let out that pink smile.
I get lost in your voice all the while.

Speak to me all night long.
I know that we belong.
I'm going to sing you a song.

I'm going to make you laugh
Until you get totally sick.
I'm going to make you see me again.

I get lost in your deep green eyes.
I'm lost when you let out that pink smile.
I get lost in your voice all the while.

I wanna hold you in my arms.
Make you feel so strong.
Never do you wrong.

I'm going to wrap you up.
Make you feel loved
Until you had enough.

I get lost in your deep green eyes.
I'm lost when you let out that pink smile.
I get lost in your voice all the while.

I'm going to show you everything I am.
I'm going to make myself your man.
I'm going to make your head understand.

Your emotions are gonna spin.
I'm gonna be the one to win.
I'm gonna make you see me again.

I get lost in your deep green eyes.
I'm lost when you let out that pink smile.
I get lost in your voice all the while.

A Letter in Reply to a Friend


Dear Mary,
  So rice to hear from you! I'm very glad to know from your letter that you want to apply for admission to our university. Now I will give you some infor­mation and my advice.
  Firs of all, I think you may apply for the Foreign Studies Department, for you're not only interested in English language and western culture but very good at language learning. And I remember that you told me that you hope to study abroad one day. Therefore, I think, majoring in English might be your best choice.
  Then, I’ll tell you some requirements for this major. First, it's very important for you to have a good command of English listening, speaking, reading. writing, etc. And at the same time, I think, the grasp of your native language Chinese is also necessary for English learning.
  You'd better make preparations for your English exam as soon as possible. And some simulated tests may be of help for your preparing for it
  I believe that you will get high marks in your exam. Welcome to our university and wish you a good luck!
  Yours sincerely.
  Nancy

The Unknown

Now I’m ready to face the unknown
Steadfast and strong I do this alone
Casting all fear and holding on tight
I follow my dream and prepare for the flight
Trusting my faith and letting things go
Focusing on my one true hero
Thankful my path has been shown
I walk it revealing the great unknown

Homeward Bound


I’m going home tomorrow
by the cold grey light of dawn.
On my motorbike tomorrow
if I can beat the stirring storm.
Down cold long straights of asphalt
until mystique mountain pass.
I’m going home tomorrow
I’m homeward bound a last.

The wind! It whistles through me
icicle stabbing chilling cords
it plays along sprung spine.
Cheeks like glazed ice
nose numb and blue
from frigid mountain air.
Crisp and fresh this morning
this newborn winter’s day.
The stillness frozen
to a depth beyond mute ear.

Swerving round razored corners
leaning into wicked bends
picking off cramped cars
I’m glad that I’m not in.
Ice on the road now
black ice up ahead
just one mistake now
and I could be dead.
Riding on my luck
steadily slowing down
it’s my experiential skill alone
that kept me off cruel ground.

A hawk soars above me
she guides me on my way
white clouds puffed around her
in honour of this day.
The white lines race toward me
the fence posts flash on past
the crunch of gravel under tyres
I’m homeward bound at last.

mixed feelings.

You’re my best friend
and I love you. We were together before but things went too slow. Now, it’s our chance to try again. I will always be your Princess and I know you that will always be my knight, it just seems like your drifting away. When I see you I don’t get that special feeling anymore. I thought we could try being in a relationship again but I think your too good of a friend. I don’t really want a relationship right now, I didn’t even want all of this to happen even though most of it was heaven. Now, if we have to break up and I hurt you again you’ll be sad and so will I and I can’t hurt you ever again. I gave this a try, but I’m falling out of love with you again… You’re my best friend, I knew this wouldn’t work but I‘m glad I gave it a chance. Before I really let go I wanted to try again to see if the feelings would come back. Sometimes they do and sometimes they don’t and when they don‘t I‘m just really uncomfortable.. I know that I care about you because when ever I see you with any other girl I get really jealous. That has to means something, right? Sometimes I don’t know how I’m supposed to be your girl if you hang around every other girl but me. We haven’t talked in about two weeks. I hate getting so jealous though, I lose control sometimes.. I don’t think I want a relationship but I still want you. I know that I still have feelings for you, I just know that things are changing. I think I still love you and I know that you do because of everything you went through to get me back. You’re just not the guy I thought you were. When your high sometimes it’s funny but your not the guy I fell in love with when your high or even sometimes when your not. No more, pot, no more lies, no more not speaking to each other. Just you and me happy together. I’m not sure if you still love me too and I’m so scared… Sometimes though I only see you as my best friend. What does that mean? I know that part of me loves you and always will. I’m so confused and I don’t know what to do. I hate being uncomfortable, especially because you shouldn’t make me feel that way. When it’s just you and me on a date or something and everything is perfect and you say all your sweet little things, I love it. The feelings are definitely there. Maybe I’m just over reacting… I hope that’s it.